Greet 52nd independence day to all...

Tomorrow is the 52nd Malaysia independent's day!! Well not much to say about...this time much of it not purposely celebrate because mourn for the victims who sacrifice from H1N1 virus. Hower...i wish, malaysia(well, i wish whole world as well) will have peaceful life you all the nation, free from fight, free from sickness, free from everything that could destroy the civilization....

Love you Malaysia..eventhough i can't get much :P

How much do you know about Aloe Vera??

Everyone knowing what is aloe verra...and additional fact that the nutrient it contain could heal skin injury, inflame and so on...ladies are especially love them..

Well Believe it not, another thing, which is not much people know about....ALoe Vera will bloom!!

This is how Aloe Vera's flower look like...See it before?

Those Aloe vera are planting in front of my house fence...

Welcome to the world...

This is the another batch of little duckling...initially 18 eggs, but now only hatch 16 all, the amount are quite amazing, because so far no record for all the mother duck at home...One of the un-hatch slightly bigger egg was suspected having twin in it...but too bad, no baby hatch for that egg

One thing i surprise is, duck: when juvenile they are cute, when they matured they are ugly; swan: juvenile are ugly, matured are beautiful hahahah.....funny contrast, they can temperary be my pet during this one month hehe....

Well just have a look...

OH god they are sooooo cute~ Don't you think the same so???

Funny eggy

I've got the offer on the spot, but...

As the previous post i've mentioned, i have an interview in Shah Alam, i've well discuss with my fren and he is going to giving me accomodation for one night stay(hey i not that kind of ONS mean here :P) in his house in Shah Alam...

When the next promise day, i've got his msg that he will goin to outstation until next monday..Oh god, how could it be..how about me then? But thankful... i'm trouble Sofi again for his provided accomodation in Sg Buluh...then the next morning only go to the company in the early morning from here...

Since i not familiar Shah Alam very well...but thank to google map guided road, that where i manage to reach the company and having interview...One lucky thing is, they have offered me the job, but....i haven decide and confirm with them wether i accept the offer or not, and they giving me 1 week duration for my consideration...

Anyone feel wanna give me some comment? NOT that chimpanzee la haha... about my consideration...

Hand made Birthday card!!

I do love doing something related to art...it's kind of, the beautiful of simple design...

A hand made card, most i feel having the satisfaction on our own need and most importantly, the heart that contribute to the people who receive the card..Well, this is the often but not always work i will do especially to those that i think worth enuff to have it (Opss...not discrimination mean :p) probably you are the lucky one...maYbe..

This time, the card i do is more toward cut and paste, plus with additional theme by using waste material as design goods. Most of the material i kept for card making are..dry grass, dry stalk, dry leaves, fruit shell (local is harder to find like acorn, pine..), and so on, well according to your own taste..

The below card was special made purposely for my fren, she continue finishing her study for 3 months in UK...well warm enough :D

The front view of the card, well nothing la....not beautiful either, the ribbon is paddy grass...the other are all cut & paste paper hehe...

The side view of the card, this binded string is made of banana bark skin...well it beautiful string i firstly produce..

The inner part..nothing much special, the shirt i put encrypt with a msg, "after this summer, autumn weather will definately getting cold, put on more clothes"...

everything seems not going on smoothly

Actually i've experienced so much problem throughout after i finishing my bachelor degree...
planning are not well planned, instead my degree supervisor create and contribute me the opportunity in the future, back up preparation wasn't much made...but just as the case of not my fate, the first attempt failed (initially thought it is secured to got the offered).

After that, i'm totally desperating...all of things need to be started from initial--planning change wanna continue postgraduate study... after spending of another one month plus, and even cancel all the interview call with reason continue study (i'm too confident and thought i will success got the offer), with additionally more problem encounter to the supervisors i met (one of them has run off their research grant, so unable to hire another research assistant)...again, no back up plan, Well, my dream to pursue my studies was definately need to delay unhave been done...til next years...

Now, again starting from ZERO, i've continued apply as much work as possible...coz too long i've been in home without having income...coming friday will have an interview at Shah Alam...Wish me all the best~

My CONVOCATION, 12:34:56, 07/08/09

Eventually, my turn having convocation for my bachelor degree studies...My convocation was at Wisma MCA hall, the first session, and on 07 of August, friday...a not very suitable day to be, that's why only my parent able to attend my convocation!! SAD~...nothing much to be story of, but one fact that cannot be denied...the cares, loves, supports, sacrifices...from my parent, friends, mates, and all...

It is just merely a ceremony, but it brought about the meaning of the new exploration of life has begin!! Seize the opportunity, greet all my class and coursemates having own successful life in the brighten and delightful future...

Oh..don't know why it looks extremely beautiful when receiving these commonly found goods when convocation!! Truly speaking here..never received any flower in my life, only i give people haha~

This is my parent gift~

My hensem shot...wakakaka~ people too crowded there, sob..

This graduation bear was meaningful and memorable Most...where my fren make it by their own (just exactly similar to those selling), Perhaps for a big doll as elephant size after master degree graduation wakaka...!!! Thx yee, ongz, siok and hui, who else wanna give me xtra :D

MIe...with mum and dad...thx for your kindness of educate and supporting me...Now im graduated hehe...

I'll gonna missed all my dearest coursemate for the bachelor degree's life, the joy and happiness that contributed~ will we meet up once again?? Only God know the arrangement...MUahkzzz Love all of you

News on 29 July.......Sorrow

in the morning of 29 July...A normal day that might going throgh without anything extra happen....But a text from Thee, askin me to call for urgent!! I was just ok, but just don't really know what problem again...

When i call there, thee just talking like nothing happen as usual, so as it is urgent...i will definately ask what happen...thee say admitted to hospital Sg Buluh at 4th floor "I'll going to die soon...with happily talking..."

My respond was just like...what?? die?? what you kidding again?? After i keep askin...thee answer me that doctor just wanted thee admit for more detail check up...Well as for these recent weather could contribute to unnecessary Sickness...As since thee admitted into Sg Buluh hospital (recent AH1N1 quarantine and treatment hospital), i was initially thought thee caught on that....but thee say not!!! At the end, i wasn't much question thee anymore...

Until at night, i think very deeply, it seems something serious until doctor ask thee for the admission, so i've questioned thee again...Eventually thee tell me thee got = Brain tumour level 3 = i was totally speechless, after i calling thee and talk, my tear drops continously... that time my mind was totally blank...what is happening? Am i dreaming? or it is just an ordinary funny joke??

I totally cannot accept the fact that thee experienced!!! Plus, this thing already happen since long time ago, thee not story about it to me because thee considering about not involve of my worried as i'm still study in past 4 years...

Oh dearest God....what can we do now? As brain tumour no cured..that's only two options to go, first by consuming medicine to stand for the pain and at least 4-5 years life...second is to shorten the pain period by operation, but result is life time just around 2-3 years....thee has chosen the not to operate!!!

How long the instead time we still have to spend??? along this few years...that's too much thing we have facing, too much thing we have experienced!! Until hardly to get into stable life, i was think that thee can now have a good life along...but again new "waves" come forward!!! I'm tired...i'm tired not because of the road we both cross along, but that was me unable to undertake this kind of test God giving...

How is the future life i going be filled? How could thee face and accept this fact that being such strong? How could i continued on this journey without thee? Even if i'm such strong, i don't think i can be such energitic to continued...it's harder than ppl think, my brain are totally black out!!! I've flash-back all the past moment that spent...non-stop with tear again~